who knew?

you know that feeling you get in your chest when something hurts? (no, im not talking about a heart attack, no need to call 911) but that... *pang*... i've been feeling that entirely too often lately. why is it? when did i become so uber sensitive? im a tough chick! wtf? when did i weaken so much? how come i find it so easy to cry? why can't you run out of tears? why do you cry from your eyebrows too? ive discovered you can smile and laugh when your heart is ripping into a million pieces; nothing can cure that which ails me; that "suck it up and deal" means "jack-fuck-all"; and that you can sob inside and not make a sound...